You guys believe in after life?

Was my chill-session's topic man. i was wondering if we will be put into one dimension together and HEY! SO COINCIDENTAL AH! yahh like this. hah. we all will die man.

most of my friends are 21. soon to be me. and this feeling isnt really great. it really means more responsibilities. im not tryin to shirk any or escaping from reality but how could i value-add my life with so many craps right now in such present world.

what will be spore like in 40 yrs time when im 60?
i see two ''durians'' at city hall.

will i see two "mangoes" at woodlands one day?
since they are all tropical fruits.

fuck, i know this blardy lame.

seriously, how many is taking a step at a time?

You know what. When i was young, i was so aspired to become a lawyer. i love my lower secondary school debates. i do research. i chose to be last speaker in debate team. i love to speak up and argue all the way. i dont care how the hell the opposition make things right. i want it wrong.

on the other hand, i wanted to be in the Criminal Investigation Department. joke right. imagine i checking out suicidal, rape, scam cases. i could picture that out. i will look real retard. but i told myself. dude tat could be in your blood man. investigating and nail the god-damn fucker down. u'll see me wearing my shades sitting in a car sipping some hot chocolate drink.

as i grow up, i chose accountancy my career.
what the fuck. i felt this was my greatest gamble in my life man. it was like i showhand. i study tat and got a paper with some cheap ink on it when i paid several ks. yet, 3yrs of real youth were well spent there. worth.

lawyer to police to accountant.
now i wanna see the world.
i will try to fly.

but how long?

Conclusion, we only live once.