random.

was clearin up rubbish everywhere my desk. happened to look through all de presents ive received in past. got darn emotional when u read those letters over again. luff like a retard when i saw tat TIGER beer can tat my twin gave me. ha ha ha when reviewin de last words of SBM pageant. lols. those were really de days man.

high.

ndp is comin to town. will be at de waterfront weekly.
CHIJ St Nicholas & St Margaret will be the schools Im in charge. ya gonna rock my Aug man.
he heh heh. no more outfieelds.
no more digging of shellscrapes or watever blah blah insects.
last week exercise was like the show 300.
we, 300 soldiers against millions of mosquitoes.

fuck.

intoxicated.

Boat Quay.
Chivas Regal on saturday night was good.
dominated the pub's KTV. muahaha.

alright about to book in.

draggy night trainings last week.

flea market.
road bicycles parts.
aint cheap. gonna cost hundreds, thousands.
search still on.

for me, every ride is a race.

good market food at bugis.
Kway Chap. i forget de name.
Rochor Tau Huey.

chillin moments after groceries shop.

morning sunday soccer.
boring.
which will be same as few hours later.

f.

was relatively a long break after de fuck exercise. recovering from de infected eye. came along the foot rot that never heals on de left leg. right ankle crippled with excess bones. blue-black bruises after some soccer game today even though i sounded like some partially handicapped bitch already before it. yay. we all only live once. im doing what i like at all risks man. fuck it lah.

but
three words,

gan du lan.

Complete Solution for soft lens screwed their damn selves up and making me going blind soon. bloody ku ku. had to plan for Lasik Surgery soon also. all sorts of shit lah tat cost so financially terrible then tell you NOT 100% ONE YOU KNOW. but de brochure so done up nicely its just like some invitation to treat advertisement. well, im kind of into it unfortunately though i see my friend had to keep applyin eye drops. its so gan du lan.

days back. suppose to have some OUTCAMP RUN at west coast. more of food galore at clementi foodstalls first. GO there and find the CHEN JI KE JIA NIANG DOU FU, hot stuff man. however, heavy rain got our asses covered. took a cab down only to realise ITS CANCELLED. u see some fucked faces around. some blissful bastards. some filled with resentment. like mine. pissed off, the new batch of 3rd sergeants went down to de Caribbean Condo to take a dip in de pool. yay. better.

i dont know and i really dont know what else i done in past few days. my eye just got this sting in it i dont knoww ww how shitty i can explain it. i only know im gonna hate it booking in tommorrrowwww holy night. monday blues shall just be carried forward to tuesday too.

den wednesday.

thursday.

friday..

just another historical fuck entry.

ohewww.
back from a small exercise but almost took my life.
slept 2 hrs in 2 days. my brain is like rotting inside.
my left eye swollen and had to endure bacterial infection.
small old shit.

its june already. few days later i will be a ONE YEAR OLD SOLDIER.

365++ days to ORD. yeah ;)

ive been watchin alot of nice TV drama serials; even in camp. theres this one, MARS vs VENUS. i try not to miss it as much as possible. its nice larr. plus there this song by Redwan Ali " Would You Be There? " yay. ive uploaded here.

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

...
..
.


yeah emotional right.
cos u dont know how much i miss you.

lots.