its the chinese new year!

i wont take it as a festival. the dog year according to dunno wtf zodiac thingie.
why cant it be T-Rex. aye, all in the 5000yrs history of CHINESE.
instead i felt its a good break..
oh man.. im so tired from projects, ICAs and early wake-ups larrr.

but first dae of cny i woke up at 8.
thanks to some strange feelings tat somebody is in my room walk here and there.
zzz.. my mum. i dunno what on earth is she walking in my room
i remember i went crazy.. i sat at my sofa and ate some chocs with a dry throat.
then i realise i was thirsty.
all in the MAD morning.

afternoon was interrogated.
i was bombed with one million girlfriends' type questions.
what got me MAD once more was,

"you got gf?"

"no. i dont have lar"

"why never bring your gf?"

i declare this as generation gap. tsk.

then i did the most disputed stuff with mckenzie.
oh my. i cannot imagine i went with him.
thanks the hosts.
happy chinese new year.

Craig David: Do you believe in love?

;)

Mmmmm no ohhh ah yeah

Just one day
If I could hold you in my arms
Close to my heart where you belong
Love of my life you really are
Still be showering you with kisses like snow in winter
Remember back in the day we were like best of friends
But we were falling in love we never could pretend
Night after night we used to talk about me and you
The things we'd do together forever?

chorus:
Do you believe in love?
And the promise that it brings
That you'll never grow apart
Well that's what she said to me
Why did you have to go?
We were inseparable
You and me will always be together for eternity

Just one day
If I could touch your face again
Words can't describe how I'm feeling
If I could turn back the hands of time
I'd still be holding on wishes that you left behind
Remember moments when there was nothing better than

A stroll in the park walking hand in hand
I'll never forget the times we talked about me and you
The things we do together forever

(Repeat chorus)

The words you said to me before you slipped away
Are still with me girl to this very day yeah
In everything I do to everything I say
You'll always be the sunshine in my life
And yes I believe in love

(Repeat Chorus)

oh man... my dreadful day.
supposingly gonna interview at DFS to work at hermes but wwas fuckingly stopped by that indian receptionist who say, " working part time or permanent?"

what does she expect me to say? alright i say a permanent. She claimed as if she knew me million years ago since dinosaur period. " You haven done your NS rite? den how can you work fulltime?" alright me and mckie-monkey receive a fuc-tub face from her with arms wide open and were rejected for application forms of cos man. we went to level one and try to suppress our feelings and this time attracted the attention of a well-dressed mid-aged lady. she kinda pitied on me. i dont deny i try to pour my sorrow to her..muahaha. and she backed us to GO ASK AGAIN why some PPL WITH NS can get the forms whereas WE CANT!? nice auntie. heh ;) but we ended up losing to one pretty interviewer who dazzled us . she stood at the counter and explain nicely. me and mckie couldnt deny. we ended smiling back like losers. zzzZ.

forget it and time passed like japan's bullet train. Table 114 lar brothers.

dreadful day was hugely brightened up by some positive responses. haha.

yeah ;) see you in my dreams.

i forget saying something yesterday.

the time we spent at kentucky was enjoyable.

hamza finally confess his true feelings.
hamza as known as hamie in the BLOG world.
he called the person he like for quite long already for god's sake.
me, shawn & ah gu can vouched that he did not call for the sake of calling or any games that forced him to call the girl he like. THERE WAS NO MOVEMENT OF FORCES.

he was not oblige to call her.
but hamza did.

all because of one word.

Love

i just ate some kentucky fuck chickens.

after tat. i reach home.
and felt weak. nauseous.

i tuat i was pregnant!
no and i vomitted those fuck chickens out.
now my brain is twirling.

yeah im going wonderland to find alice.

i recalled something i wanna say

tat hectic day at JB. days back.
i was in this GENTS, i repeat. GENTS.
this toilet ( i dun care wad u called, loo or china so called "mao-che") ..
yea this toilet with the blue male sign.
i went in hastily. you know. guys always tolerate and den rush in like an idiot.
alright then i saw this fellow.

"hm.. butch hair seh"

"hmm.. cant be girl lar.. guys toilet wad"

then, i washed my hands first. it was natural instinct. i llooked into the mirror and through the reflection. okae. the person was pee-ing at the urinal thingie larr. but with nothing. wad do i mean as nothing? at that point of time. i dun care wad curiousity kills the cat or kills the rat. i just try to find out wad i could.

next thing my eyes were on her chest. the person turned.. zipping the pants.

amen. its a butch.

holding my elastic bladder. i chaoz the toilet.
$%*&

will be continued...

there many funny things in life

coincidence

then you smile.

then again

urgh. you smile you blush and you laugh

and again

you smile but this time, your heart beats.

it doesnt beat normally.
the blood just flow faster.
bah.

i went to school today to attend a module called entrepreneurship.

all this entrepreneurs things are actually made up of stacks of shit.
what entrepreneur of the year or not. its rubbish.

i read the news and saw 16,000 applicants a year for SIA cabin crew.
ONLY 500-600 are chosen.
anyway i'll be open now.
im aiming to be an Air Steward. then, mug a degree. den something else. *secret!
so 500/16000 is 0.03%.
i was kinda disappointed.
anyway when theres a will, theres a way.

like lambs led to slaughter,
i saw many new faces that visited nyp's open house todae.
oh please people. save your asses !!!
the only attractive thing is North Canteen malay food.

then i kicked some rubber door edge ( idunnowtfyoucallthat)
from the elearn to outside corridor and kena F-ed by a utterly hopeless lecturer that got a high position. but i realise. once you are in year3. you are the boss. i say sorry sorry but i was already walking away. and not even listenin wad he talking or standin to hear what he talks.

so who is the lecturer?

Clue: Everybody loves Raymond

loves my ass. =)

usually i dont recognise female singers.
just some bad mentality.
but till i heard, " ai-mei" by rainie yang chen ling.
i thought its quite nice. maybe shes just captivating on screen.

sometimes you just miss this person
but theres nothing much you can say.
because there aint gotta be a chance
letting go is just so hard.
people say you are stubborn. you are stupid.
but you determine to follow your heart,
Till you realise
Its all over.

life still has to go on.
its quite happy to see Arsenal humiliatin Boro 7-0.
den i wonder why people supports Manutd?
and one thing,
i seriously admire girls who watch soccer.
though i dun understand wassup with desperate housewives.

i heard from Ant it was a comedy
but i swear i never luff before.
hur. desperate housewives.

im so tired.

im so tired.

i must be barmy to play soccer in the rain today.
it was a heavy downpour.
but i dont give a fuck.

i ran all over. drenched like some ugly duckling.
but doesnt matter.
i was hoping for some lightning sensation from the sky.
maybe something electrified me and i got supernatural powers?

muahaha i must had think too much.
but you had to dream what! sometimes you gotta dream.
like yesterday when i was chatting with band.
then we realise we wanted to join superband.
we were even talkin about after finals and how paparazzi exposing us.
we were even talkin about how we gonna thank our mums.

and this reminded me a song.

" I DREAM I CAN RUN"
"LIKE THE WIND.. AND BE STRONG"

oh man. fuck the singapore idol.

super f.

everytime wanna blog something nice.
but mind's at blank. because i've just finished projects.
finishing a project is just like winning a war.
BUT!
i dunno if i can used the word, " finished"
because it seemed inappropriate.
i tink its much more appropriate to use on humans.

for eg if u left ur ICA papers empty. u says.
" i'm finished"

im yet to do tat though.

i went johore on sat with lun.
we watched a show name, " Face to Face"
then i realise why more and more people are buying VCDs.
It was the worst show i ever watch in my life.
-1/10. Piece of Shit.
then we had some duets.
alright quite enjoyable. -_-" yeah with a guy unfortunately.

spent sundae morning burning myself under the sun.
got a soccer game with friends.
then back home. PROJECTS AND PROJECTS.
till now.

duh.

friday the 13th.
meow.. comes the big fat black cat. meow..
"knn dai suey lar" shouts the hokkien ah beng.

so is 13th really so inauspicious?
cursed?
or just paranoids walking along the streets?

anyway heres wad happen.
i mugged last night for todae's CMFI ICA. bloody hell. alot of weird questions came out. but pretty confident of doing quite alright lah. yeah cos i studied and now lack of sleep.

anyway my IPP got a B. company's hot fav here sadly got only a B. aunties' best frend. but definitely not to supervisor. wah lao. only B. my GPA didnt even move. nor up or down.

then was supposed to do some QM project. but indulged in mahjong game at ELEARN instead. aye. just taking some practices before the real thing comes along. chinese new yr!!

then there was some relationships problems among my friends.
mckie's i dunno wtf goes wrong. but it just didnt went right.
shawn is a cb. he broke up already. im gonna protect the girl's privacy.
and here, lemme tell u, me, azza, hamza and mckie thinks u are a nice girl. shawn is a barbie.
regardless, we'll gonna be friends man!! and of course, thailand!

then azza did something for me.
azza u are the wo-MAN lar.
but too bad.
fridae 13th!

azza later saw the !@# imbecile, baka, pundae ex fiance.
i really nothing to say. cos we just talked abt it todae.
and friday 13th seemed to be working.

so wads de truth behind friday the 13th?

i didnt see how the goats die nor hear any "meh-meh" yelling.
but i know it must be pain.
bless them again.

i got a slight sore throat.
but still i got a good time kbox-ing wit shawn & mckie.
then, i went shawn hse for some FIFA06.
his father talk to me about IMPORTANCE OF EDUCATION.

im unsure.
is this what tey call Generation Gap?
why do all adults always talk about education and nothing but studies.
tey love talking about Degree but did tey realise we had been studyin for a FUCKING 13 yrs already? we had already spend 1/7 of our lives immersing in books!!!
and life is so Unpredictable!? tat could just be 1/3 of our life already!!!
now what is a Piece of Paper to us?
Masters? Phd?
ive seen lecturers holding masters. so?
i dunno if tey are reallie educated but tey treat us as if they are reallie the MASTERS. WE ARE THE SLAVES.

what to do?
they got masters wad.
mine is just a 5yrs-warranty diploma.

all the cbes pungseh.
weilun never pungseh but he everyday plae maple.
i think i will burn the maple game for him when he dies.
and 200 cartons of marlboro.

till now i pass all my ICAs.
but i dont like my grades. i felt disgusted.
only at my last semester i got such a feeling.
thus, it came too slow.
anyway my ambition got nthin to do with grades for now.

then i was told of my CRM project group.
fuck off man. fucking unfair. always ppl choose one another.
and when u wasnt informed of anything, suddenly u were told the remaining left behinds are in your group. reallie damn fucking selfish. made me so damn pissed.
then i realise nothing is fair in this world.

even when you watch a bloody cock show on public holiday eve which is NOT YOUR HOLIDAY ANYWAY. u had to pay a crap 9.50 for a really stupid Shit show. by the way the show is THE DARK. i tink the dark should joint venture with I NOT STUPID. and form a show, " I NOT STUPID : THE DARK " .. whoever thinks your parents print money just go catch his show 987FM had been promoting. CONDEMN.

bless all goats.

first. though wang lee hom's new album is rated 3/5 stars.
im giving it a full.
hip-hop, raps + old chinese music all remixed together. all genre!
oh my god. awfully good!
my TOP recommend -> KISS GOODBYE

i remember past days back.
me, azza & shawn discuss about education.
i didnt know we talkin something so social and meaningful.
we were quite amazed by how,
some guys hook the girls up with all means.
then, for the simple motive of one thing.
sex lar nabei.
this occurs regularly for mats and minahs.
is it the lack of education?
(sorry but i aint any threat to nation's security)

and so we came to a conclusion. yeah.

i must be crazy to go sentosa at a rainy day.
but i did today.
because i miss the beach and the relaxing lifestyle.
all wet. whatever.
just wanted to leave this corrupted world.

den on train back. i saw a husband, a wife and two kids scene.
two kids were in their own world.
wife ask, " hmm next week go zoo?"
husband give a fuckedup face, " what lar?"
wife reply wit patience, " bring them go zoo?" (them refers to the kids)
husband continue his lanjiao attitude, " go there for wad?!"
wife divert attention to the kids.

i saw this and was like.

astonished & bewildered.

why the husband treat the wife lidat?
wtf?! was he lidat when he was jio-ing her?
(den i rememebered from frends we did discuss. Ah..nowadays its girls jio guys already.. maybe the wife jio him lah. then now married already, that ass's wings hardened already)

i felt like a bastard todae.
never been such bastard before and very bastard todae.
it was my niece birthday. yeah im an uncle already. my niece's 1 yr old.
oh man. im so proud i have such a beautiful niece man. ( i only see her pic)
but i felt so bastard i never go her birthdae gathering.
now i have to wear till chinese new year. ( she stay at msia)
and ive no idea whats gifin me this strength. im gonna proteect my niece from young till she grows old man. (guess because i like daughters so much lah)
happy birthdae niece. ( fuck lah i dont even noe her name, im really bastard)

then i saw the Charity Show on TV again.
hardcore propanganda. but this time im tremendously touched by Reverend Mingyi.
he actualie cried sincerely on the tv.
cb. this is for Singapore man.

FUCK YOU DURAI.

just some heartwarming stuff i felt. after cursing the above Shit.

Have u ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

now the " life sucks " season is back.

the school is lacking alot of ppl with character.
boring. and extremely boring. u see one u say hi. u see another u say bye.
everyday i see me, myself and one million projects.

projects calling my name. projects loving my ass.

i woke up early to do entreprenurship todae. 6am.
and went to sleep back cos i remembered the bolster whispering to me.
yeah till the phone rings.
my grp member says, "where you?!"

"huhh.. what time lahh?"

"ITS NINE ALREADY!"

fuck. nine was the time im supposed to have my presentation. ICA. mind u.

ayer// den the superbly fucked day went on.
me and shawn went watch some fucked up show later on.
how fucked can a day goes? and it went to its maximum.
Moonlight in Tokyo.
gigolo show. not bad for a fucked up day.

till then. this fucked up life goes on.

this entry is specially dedicated to france-bound,
ms khee jiarui and mr husnul amar.

bon voyage my friends.

we saw them off. off the immigration counters. and off tey go.
husnul looked embarrassed. haha we made him paiseh though.
jiarui cried. shes sad to leave. but den, still she had to leave.

took de bus home. darn. all in couple pairs.
shawn and yihong. mckenzie and lixia. ant and moon. zhao and.
yeah and your fuck lah. and.
me myself and the oxygen.

i ended up sitting with azza and we talked cock.
i know azza miss husnul already. muhahaha.
we all gonna miss husnul. the old man with his dirty jokes.
and of cos my pet owner. fuck siah. wun be able to see her regularly online already.

yet, we still have to depart.
one day. there will be my turn.

gd luck on de 4mths.
ruiiee and pussy pooh. =)

back to soccer todae.
had some good time with old friends.
though the weather was hafing its PMS.

back home. some touch ups on the project but ended up feeling sleepy.
there were some conditioned reflex actions in me and i landed myself on the bed.
drooling till i heard some voices.

duh. my mum's raps & nags.
haha got to dine with her.
from the back, she did look like my girl.
my girl as in my girlfriend. i think she dont look old anyway.
yeah seriously. this praise's from a scorpio so its so fully trustable.

after dine. watched jurassic park III back home.
reminded me of how stupid dinosaurs were in the KingKong movie.
King Kong killed 3 T Rex.
wtf. what a dumb movie.
erh talkin abt movies. last last night's spy game was a good one. was on channel5.

i fuckin tuat abt my new year's resolutions. these are fews.
i think im gonna find a really nice cap for my botak head.
i think im gonna find a really nice beanie for my botak head.
im gonna be very finicky.
for my upcoming botak head in months time.
im gonna be a bloody jackass in the army. mr law BY law.
ppl always claim once u go army u become a man.

wtf? what abt those who went army and never comes out?

wad else. gd health for all. gd luck for all. gd love for all. happiness for all!

heres a riddle i heard from my friend todae.
guess ppl?

1) whats the gender of the person called Happy?

2) whats the occupation of the person called Happy?

3) whats the surname of the person called Happy?

yeah. gdnite folks.

happy new year.
happie 06 ahead.
still thinkin my resolutions.

went to some party last night at ngee ann city.
Get the Funk out.
supposingly to be fun or wad.
but i dont really think so.

considered as one of my worse club nights.
there was also invasion by bangladesh ppl.
fucking bored. dirty floor. bloody humid.
duh.. what a party.

i realise im 20 already.
damn old lor. wah lao.

anyway. fullhouse- i think i love you-ost is up. guys u just scroll de list of mp3.