Friday, September 01, 2006
8 more weeks to go.
and smack that! will complete my basic section leader course!
cheers : )
funny since people often says this two years are for reflecting wad to do in future. till now, im still lost. but im sure so are the rest. servin the army certainly makes one grow though where all your freedom are deprived, it makes u think and regret lots of things that you had not done properly in life. if things werent so complicated and tempo of life wun be so fast den that would be great. our phases of life are just like predetermined already. darn. oh well, craps aside and life moves on...
sometimes things dont run so smoothly as it suppose to be.
sometimes things happen in the way you dont want to.
just like living on a boulevard of broken dreams.
trust what you feels most. if you thinks its right, den no one should be able to stop you in doing.
2weeks passed and trillion days not seen, not met. heartache and excruciating pain un-felt. and to come with a sorrowful decision whom no one could comprehend. so near yet so far. time's not ripe and plentiful things left undone. above the scrawny shoulders lies with tons and tons of weights. but things are not ended yet ; they are not.
im just not ready.
Historical at : 4:44 PM