days are nearing. its just like dying soon.
but it doesnt really matter. but somehow i felt scared.
and im gonna look uglier than uglier. bald like fuck.
yeahh if anyone do noes, im refering to my obligation.

any party can fight for rights into not cutting the hair?
if there is, i vote my whole ass in.

sometimes, u just wanna talk some sense into ur other party.
hoping shes just fine and happy. but you ended being harsh in your words.
sometimes, u meant the best for her.
hoping shes will understand tat some things are meant to be. but you ended being foolish in your language.
sometimes, u are just scared. its worse than seeing her so-called "mok-mok", cos 2yrs of cb army is like conviction for manslaughter.
u never noe what happen in the outside world,
probably not even knowing which country won the world cup.
or importantly wad happen to her.
never know.

understand the level of insecurity and trepidation?

and as i pick up my courage, its 37 more days to national service.