as i count, its just about 15 more days away.
i'll be bald. oh well, im not panicked by the life in there. com`on ive gone through all sorts of hardship ok. strong like fuck. brawny like bull okae. im more fretful for some people whose on this island. one great person is my mum.
i think my mum should be placed in Guiness world of Records as the greatest mum living alive.
yeah i worry for her.
and of course someone else. all my blog readers should know by now. though plenty of stuffs happen, and even how sad things will go, or maybe better in future, i dont know. i dont expect much now. i just scared i fall like fuck.
yupp i worry for her. even if i dont know if she still visits here.
hell loads. i care a hell loads. but i cant do much. just in case, its wrong again. causing all sorts of misery and resentment. cos im just dumb & dumber. nv do the right things. if i can start a show, it would be, " Everybody Hates Zhao ". hah. its not funny. im serious.
national service is just nothing. its just like going to the mandai zoo and get trampled by some super kao-peh officers. and when you come out, u look silly with no hair and tanned like aliens.
just like ET.
the people that u are close to you are the something. i tink NS men should be given free outgoing calls. so tey can always communicate with their important people. aye talking about welfare again. we'll have to go back to General Election. boring.
bye. its late
Historical at : 3:55 AM